Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Feb 29

Madelyn had her monthly appointment at Seattle Children’s on Monday.  We were all feeling a little “drippy” and congested so instead of going to my sisters we stayed in a hotel.  We arrived in the city about 1:30pm and went straight to Stone Gardens in Ballard.  The girls climbed with Peter for about two hours.  Each time Madelyn climbed she went just a little bit farther.  By the end of the two hours she was almost to the very top and VERY proud of herself.  Peter was also happy – his girls were climbing and lovin’ it. 

As you all know, we like to make our trips to Seattle fun.  Why?  Well because it’s fun.  Plus we like the girls to have positive experiences in Seattle and not just associate the trip with going to the hospital.  Besides we all like something fun to look forward to in the midst of waiting, waiting, waiting and chemo.  We had such a marvelous weekend together.  You know… I really love hanging out with my family.

After the climbing gym, we checked into the hotel downtown.  It was in walking distance to the Bainbridge ferry and Ivars.  We ate at Ivars watching the ferry coming and going.  Then we headed down to Pier 57 and the carousel – taking two spins.  Long spins for mama… thought I was gonna throw up.

The next morning our appointments started at 8:00am.  Luckily the national shortage of IT Methotrexate did not effect MJ - she was able to have her spinal tap, as scheduled.  She went into the procedure room like a champ, but had a hard time waking up.  She was pretty sad, dizzy and tired, but about an hour later she was doing great again.

All her chemotherapy is increasing these days.  Oral, infusions, spinal tap chemo… It is a combination of her growing and the oncologists pushing the numbers.  They want to make sure she gets all the chemo she can tolerate.  The effects, long term, are reducing the chances of relapse and saying good bye to cancer for good.  The short term effects are increased discomfort for Madelyn.  Her post Children’s week is her “hard” week.  Sophia knows what this means.  It is harder for Sophia to cope with lately though… simply because she is three.  Any Mom’s of three year olds know what this means. 

Today, Wednesday, we are seeing those side effects already.  She woke up with head aches, body pain and jaw pain.  She is really not feeling good, but we are giving her pain medicine and encouraging her to still go to school.  At home she just sits around and focus’ on how she is feeling.  With us, she is in that “comfortable” place so the wining and sadness (from the dexamethasone) know no bounds.  At school she is much more distracted and able to re-focus.  Sometimes it’s just not possible to get to school… but we really try.  The medicine also gives her indigestion and constipation.  This month I started her Priolsec three days early and gave the first dose of Miralax before any symptoms have begun.  I am hoping this helps a little.

After her appointments were finished we ate and then headed to the pool.  Madelyn and Sophia’s swimming teacher was sick but the pool let us “splash” around for an hour.  Madelyn is a fish these days - so confident and carefree in the water.  It is such a joy to watch her self assurance and the resulting pride.

Next Daddy had a doctor’s appointment so the girls and I went to the Zoo and visited the Seattle Troll.  The girls love the Troll and so do I… Last stop was Bizzaro for dinner - one of my favorite restaurants in Seattle.  Madelyn and Sophia just had a blast here.  It is a real feast for the visual senses.  Upside down rik shaws, bikes and tables hanging from the ceiling, tons of chandeliers, funky paintings… We played “I Spy” almost the whole dinner – so many fun things to pick.  I love the way Sophia plays:

Sophia:  “I Spy a silver fork.” 
Me:  “Is it that silver fork right there?”
Sophia:  “You got it Mommy!  Good job!”

SO.  Madelyn’s Make-A-Wish trip is officially in place!  In a couple weeks we will be going to Tucson Arizona to a dude ranch.  Madelyn will be riding horses, taking care of horses and hanging out with cowboys and cowgirls.  I am so happy for the girls – getting to have this very special experience.  I will of course take lots of pictures and update you as soon as we get back.

Here are pictures from our super fun fantastic family weekend in Seattle… that just happened to also include Seattle Children’s Hospital J









Analyzing the route.




Team Climb Baby.


Climbing wasn't the only thing happening at the gym.  Little Tickle Monster too...


That's MJ in the pink.



A very happy Daddy.



Waiting at Children's.  I forgot our activity bag!  No coloring, no books, no games.  Can't believe I did that!  Oncology has crayons and pictures luckily...


Waiting for the "Sleepy Room."



Struggling to wake up.  Dizzy, nose stuffed up, hungry, no happy.


Zoo... what to do first?


Oh ya, ice cream was promised.  That's first...


I got this look a lot this weekend.  
Sophia was NOT happy having her photo taken this weekend, at anytime.  Go away Mommy!  STOP TAKING MY PICTURE!  I remember Madelyn being like this at three years old too...












Sophia kept stealing her sisters ice cream...


Amen.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

February 11

Hi everybody!  Madelyn had her monthly visit at Seattle Children's on Monday and all continues to be well.  Her numbers were good:


RBC 39.2    WBC 2.5    Plat 265    ANC 1200


ALT is still in the "ok" range, but will continue to be monitored.


Dr Pollard decided to continue to push the chemo. Madelyn had another increase in her 6-MP chemo and based on the scary shortages of Methotrexate I don't suppose we will be seeing an increase in this drug anytime soon.  Ugh, this is so scary.  We don't know how it will effect us yet; I will keep you all posted.  


If you aren't aware, hospitals nation wide are in short supply of Methotrexate.  A drug that plays a major roll in Madelyn's treatment.  They are in extra short supply of the preservative free type which they use for spinal taps.  Madelyn is due for this procedure (Methotrexate in her central nervous system via spinal tap) on Feb 27th.  


Here's a link to the story on ABC News & NY Times:


http://abcnews.go.com/Health/CancerPreventionAndTreatment/critical-shortage-childrens-leukemia-drug/story?id=15557922#.TzcI4LGPUsI

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/02/11/health/policy/supply-of-methotrexate-a-cancer-drug-may-run-out-soon.html?_r=1&ref=health


She just finished her steroid pulse today and so far it has been ok.  She missed a little school due to pain in her legs and jaw and constipation, but in the emotional and insomnia departments it was better.  


We returned about 10 days ago from a fantastic trip with friends and family.  My parents and two good friends of ours went with us to Hawaii.  We rented a house on the beach.  We all just relaxed, played and had big, long, boisterous meals together.  It was really good for the four of us.  I, in particular, have needed a little re-grouping time.  It was hard to leave, but I am back and working on my personal projects with new vigor.  Here are a few shots from the trip:





Lots of sand castle makin!




MJ with Auntie Shelly.  My good friend in Seattle.







The famous shaved ice!




MJ talking with Uncle David.  My good friend from NYC.


Watching the HUGE, GINORMOUS waves on the North Shore.  So cool.  I've never seen anything like it.  No swimming that day obviously...


The fearless boogie boarder.



Pot was too small with all the mouths eating corn this night.  


Intertube blowing competition.



MJ heading out for her surfing lesson.  Yes, that's right people.  
She rocked the waves.  
She stood up!!




Shrimp shack eating...